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Name: Sarahmad Country: United States State: Maryland Gender: Female
Interests: being on stage, frodo baggins,
Expertise: singing, dancing, hosting talent shows, speaking, acting
Occupation: Unemployed/Between Jobs Industry: Entertainment
Message: message me
Member Since:
12/30/2002
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| My previous entry would be best served by the use of spell check and punctuation. Overuse of commas, however, is one of my biggest pet peeves. That and people who make smacking noises when they eat. ick. I just realized something ironic about my xanga profile. I made it back in High School and listed my occupation as unemployed/between jobs because at the time i thought of myself as a freelance entertainer who was wasting her talent and intellect in the confines of HS (still somewhate true, but in large part not becuase i am probably 15 percent of the entertainer i used to be, mostly because of society, i might blog about this later). So i dont know who the joke is on now, actually i do, it's me. My mother today did a full hour comedy routine for valerie entitled 'the life of sarah' it included impressions of what i am like when i dont get a chance to interact with people that day, how i wear pajamas all day, and my refusal to touch garbage. it was endearing and touching. i think she will be doing a second showing at any time of her chosing without being asked to. Its very cute. and now to my second favorite part of xanga-ing, where i make self serving statements to internet land. when u make a proposition to someone, one that is hard to make for u or maybe not so hard, but the outcome is very unknown and very sensitive and emotional, when u dont get the answer u had necessarily hoped for do not hold it against the person. also, as hard as it may be for u, u should try and resume normalcy for the sake of what is left. ok i dont have the will to PaDdY just yet. stay tuned. nobody is reading this. sigh. ~~~~PeRfOrMaNcE~~~~ | | |
| So i am really goign to xanga again. i avoided it for a while thinking its too cliche to have a blog due to unemployment but then i heard about this woman who was laid off from the village voice and started making mad dough off her blog and stuff. i also have become extremely bored. i think my blogging has more to do with my boredom and less to do with the village voice woman. well i started off by forgetting my password for xanga then finally figuring it out then logging in to find the format was completely different. the fight against fat is still ongoing and very motivated by an upcoming cruise. if u go to entries from about six years ago u will see that i cruised then as i will now. i dont think i was as much concerned about weight loss, more about what design my corn rows would be in. this morning i had an appointment with the montg county volunteer office so i could become a volunteer who uses my business skills to help others with business type stuff....i forgot about it and then overslept. i wish i were joking....also i may have messed up my unemployment due to my honest (somewhat honest) nature....more on that later. they have this retarted phone system where they dont let u wait for the next available operator, they just hang up on you. also the recorded voice that answers when u call the main line has a thick spanish accent, its actually distracting. if my unemployment is as messed up as i suspect i may have to start working at Target again. Working at Target did help me lose weight though...i really hope i can fix it though. i have become one of those leeches off govt handouts but u dont understnad i really need my cut! and now for the wierdly cryptic but personally important and self serving section of my xanga. this sentiment is also being shared via twitter with all 9 of my follwers including I_Love_Semen/Marsha Davids. In teh past when i pass on a potentially good but risky opportunity i realize i should have taken it or tried it after 3-4 years after much thought and learning in some way. this time i have realized this in 3 months. does this mean that i really should have taken the opportunity? like it was really worth the risk because taking the path i did take the outcome is kind of shitty anyways, but at the time i thought i was making the safer more smart decision? oy vey. | | |
| So it has been two years since my last entry and much has changed or i hope much has changed. i graduated coLeGio and am now working. it semi sucks at times. I dont' even know who is reading this.
hmmm Rice paddy man's house was ruined during the building of the three gorges damn, though that does not matter much because he is a ghost, but he still had attachment to that house/paddy. rice paddy girl is in Beijing, inhaling highly polluted air and driving around in her $1000 care. she is training mentally for the Olympics, physically shes a miss. She made some huge gains due to the rising importance of chinese exports and increasing returns in the stock market.
hmmm, my parents still have their moments of hilarity and my dad has now moved on to emailing me about minute overages on my cell phone plan. lbanks is back in MD, the ordeals of her life fill my days. the MD primary is soon and i am goign to vote for a republican becuase i love them, either a repub or myself.
give me an eprop if u still read this.
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| my mom calls her two new ottomans her "puffs"
also, my dad ran over the lawn mower
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| an email from my father:
Assalamoalaikum! Lady Terps Rule!
When are you coming home over the weekend. We need a few hours of help on Saturday morning in the back yard. I did some work last saturday.
Abu.
he sent it to all three of my email addresses two times.
~~~~~~slAvElAbOr~~~~~~
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